Dont Get Lost Aside the Sea..

(Source: steelelove)

(Source: pg-attitude)

So pic. on the left was me in the summer of 2010. 
I believed i was the hot shit because i was so emo and no one understood me when in reality i was just an annoying drama queen who wanted the world to think “oh poor her.” Aeropostal, Hollister and stores of that nature were only for prep bitches and Hot Topic was the only store for me. Smoking was my favorite hobby because it was what i thought all the cool kids were doing. and I would cut my wrists cause i didnt know what else to do. And Satan was my holy lord because i thought he was so metal and bad ass. I couldn’t stay with a guy for more than 2 weeks cause i couldnt get over my douchebag ex and swore i deserved a hot emo boy such as Alex Evans or Andy Sixx (Biersack). 
The pic. on the right was April Vacation of 2012. I havent touched a cigarette in almost a year. I have gone into Aeropostal and Hollister and loved it. I don’t shop at hot topic anymore because its too dark for me now. I’m just all around a happier person. Attention seeking people like i were are annoying now and i realize it. I’ve apologized to all the people that put up with me and stuck around. I stopped cutting when Mason came into my life and told me there were better ways to get the sadness out than this. I saw that i was the poser emo and had enough. I didnt want a label, I wanted to be me. I’m a mix of everything. I go from Marilyn Manson to Nicki Minaj. I go from Aeropostal to Walmart. I am an Atheist and its because i don’t want to be tied down to one belief. I’ve been in a relationship for a year and a month as of Wednesday, May 9th, 2012.

I’m glad that so many people stuck by my side during my annoying time and this time and they continue to. And when I really get my act together, I’ll be following the tracks that I was set out on.